2021.04.15 18:10 Meadowsun Dreams
I am not a superstitious person. At least I did not used to be. Even when I was a child, scared when left alone at home, I wasn't scared of supernatural entities or ghosts. No, I would be scared of the possibility of seeing something, of having delusions, a result of my imaginative mind.
But recent years, my dreams have gotten more and more horrifying, to the point my real life suffers from it.
I see every mannor of horrifying events, things I shouldn't be dreaming about. My daily life is average, so where did these ideas, these picture clear nightmares come from?
It has gotten to the point that I am somewhat used to it.
I will give you some examples. I see a child from a tribe lose her family as a result of a massacre by tribe elders and I watch this all happening clearly, I wake up and continue my day like nothing. Even though the experience of watching it all is traumatising. I see monsters, consuming humanity on its last days and the agony, the suffering left behind and I wake up to my cat's purring, and on continues my days.
I have seen so much suffering in my dreams that real everyday average life seems like heaven whenever I wake up. Even drinking my favorite tea brings me such happiness, as another moment away from my nightmares.
After nearly a year of this happening, came one dream that would change my life forever.
You see, I did not see any village massacres or suffering of people from other countries/other centuries, nor all sorts of unspeakable monsters and pain.
No, this dream was different.
As soon as it started I sensed something was horribly, horribly wrong. You see, I "woke up" in my own average bedroom in the dream. I knew this was a dream but a horrible sense of misery and horror consumed all of my body.
Something was very very wrong. I got up from my bed and looked around my room. Everything seemed ordinary except from a mirror that I knew I did not have in my room
This mirror was slightly glowing silvery cyan color, and it was calling for me, a sense of safety and peace in the misery and horror feelings caused in my room.
It was almost like a life line thrown at me whilst I was drowning, losing my mind.
I rushed towards it, trying to escape these feelings. I heard sounds of mornings birds I smelled roses and rain I felt so much happiness and all sorts of happy sights filled my head all coming from this magical mirror.
One step Only one step remained when a large spider fell in front of me and the mirror. The spider kept me from approaching From touching this safe haven.
This giant horrifying spider, another monstrocity of my nightmares -
Everything stopped. The mirror disappeared But before doing so, I saw an evil smile looking at me, I felt fear beyond anything I had ever felt, the mirror had tried to trap me. I looked at the spider that saved me, but it was not a spider. It was my cat looking at me, almost relieved. It was feeding time. She was hungry. I woke up gasping for air with my cat looking at me knowingly. I smiled and gave her a pet. "Time for breakfast kitty"
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