hearing screams inside my head
2021.04.15 17:54 Someonesdaughter3 hearing screams inside my head
Hello everyone,
Throughout the day I randomly hear screams in my head, sometimes it’s my own voice. It does not sound like it comes from somewhere else but my head. So it’s not like I hear someone screaming in the room next to me, it’s definitely in my head only.
Does anyone know what this is? Does anyone has the same problem? It started this week.
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2021.04.15 17:54 DeadAccount307 made by combining three drawings together using ai
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2021.04.15 17:54 Thestral-glow6 Any name suggestions for this pretty boy? :)
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2021.04.15 17:54 stinkybear04 My bf won’t stop buying stuff
This causes a lot of tension between him and I. He grew up with absolutely crazy parents who would constantly spend large sums of money of random shit even though they were thousands of dollars in debt. Now, if my bf wants anything, even just a little, he buys it. He will spend hundreds without even consulting me. I’ve had conversations with him asking him to not buy more stuff that we don’t need, for example tons of art even though we live in a studio apartment, but he just keeps doing it. It’s feels like he doesn’t respect me sometimes, and just ignores what I have to say. It makes me worried for the future cause if he can’t get it together now how will be later? Thoughts?
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2021.04.15 17:54 GenKog Some concept art for the starting area of a new game I'm helping develop
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2021.04.15 17:54 ChargeRecent3764 Not sure if I’m justified in asking for divorce
This is my first time posting to Reddit, go easy on me. I’m so sorry this is long, I did trim this a lot lol.
I’ve been with my partner for almost 9 years, married for almost 4 of those years. We got together when we were both 18, got married at 23.
I know I’m unhappy in our marriage, but I’m not sure if the reasons are enough to warrant a divorce, or if it can be worked on.
To start, I’ve been through some childhood trauma and I’ve suffered on and off with depression for as long as I can remember. My partner, on the other hand, has been fortunate enough that he has never dealt with either of these things, which leads me to my first point.
- Just recently I’ve come to the crushing realization that he just doesn’t get me. It feels like on some fundamental level, he just does not understand me. When I try to find some guidance online, a lot of people think this is a dealbreaker in a marriage, but some will say that a partner doesn’t have to fully understand you. They just have to respect you and you need to find other people in your life who fulfill certain emotional needs. I can see both points, but for me I feel like in my entire life, I’ve never truly felt understood by anyone, and I feel as though my partner of all people should get me?
- We have totally different argument styles and communication styles. I like to talk things through immediately and work towards a solution so that we can move on. He completely shuts down and needs time to process before he can engage in a discussion. Even if I gave him days, he would never discuss an issue we have until I initiate.
- I always thought I would be with someone more assertive, and he’s very passive. This has always been in the back of my mind since we got together, but sometimes I would forget it and think about his other positive traits. He’s kind and patient and loves me. This point is one that I find myself going back and forth on in the last few months, I was trying to figure out if this was a deal breaker or not. I know his being passive is related to other points that I’m unhappy with, like his argument style, feeling like he doesn’t have my back around others, not feeling like he can protect me, etc. But then I think that if he just understood me (1.), that I can forget about this point.
- The sex is just not there for me. We met young, so we’ve never been with anyone else but each other. Our sex life just feels...fine. He is generous, I do want to give him that. But more often, I have found myself less satisfied. I’ve tried talking to him about this, about wanting to try new things but he’s super hesitant, we typically end up doing the same thing over and over. Also, we have been having less sex for the last year and a half.
I’ve been dealing with a lot over the last few months: work stress, applying to school stress, and my father passed away recently as well. I also know that I’ve been lacking as a partner. I have less patience, I am more snappy (never disrespectful, we don’t cross the lines with each other), and lacking on household duties that he has picked up the slack on.
I’ve tried to find a couples therapist but I feel like I have no time, and the few I’ve been interested in are not taking new patients. I’ve asked him to help find us a couples therapist, he always says he will and has not. When he doesn’t follow through, it makes me feel like he doesn’t care enough to try and save our marriage. I’ve also said this to him while crying, and he still hasn’t looked for a therapist. But when I talk about our marriage not working, he also gets incredibly upset?
But feeling unsatisfied emotionally and sexually for so long has me now fantasizing about what it would be like to be with someone else. No one in particular and I’m not planning on cheating at all, but I feel incredibly guilty for even thinking “maybe I would be happier without this marriage,” like maybe a divorce would feel incredibly freeing. And then sometimes I think maybe it will be the biggest regret of my life?
I don’t really feel like I have anyone to talk to about this, which is why I’m on the internets asking strangers for their opinions lol. Are my hang ups things that can be resolved if I put in more work, or is this looking like the end? Am I unhappy because my marriage is not working, or is my marriage not working because I’m unhappy?
He’s a really nice guy, and I don’t think there’s anything inherently wrong with him, just that maybes he’s not right for me? This makes it more difficult for me to assess the situation. It’s not abuse, infidelity, etc. so part of me feels guilty, like what am I complaining about? Is a lack of understanding enough to end a marriage?
If you’ve made it this far, I’m so thankful, lol. There are other issues but I think these are the biggest ones for me right now. Feel free to ask questions if clarification would help.
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2021.04.15 17:54 joejoe432 First proper slam on the concrete
Hi all! Today was my first proper body slam on the concrete, caused by a classic small rock. 10/10 would smile again. Just wanting to share this with you all.
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2021.04.15 17:54 b3anz129 Reconciling my understanding of dynamic programming and Markov decision process
Algorithms like policy iteration and value iteration are often classified as dynamic programming methods that try to solve the Bellman optimality equations.
My current understanding of dynamic programming is this:
It is a method applied to optimization problems. DP problems exhibit optimal substructure, i.e., the optimal solution to a problem contains the optimal solution to a subproblem. These subproblems are not independent of each other, but are overlapping. There are two approaches - one is a bottom-up, the other is top-down. I have the following questions:
Is this understanding of DP comprehensive? Does every DP algorithm have an optimal substructure with overlapping subproblems?
How does policy iteration and value iteration fit into this scheme? Can we call them bottom-up or top-down?
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2021.04.15 17:54 AndThenThereWasQueso Can someone take a look at my kitchen remodel estimate and tell me if these are fair prices? (Virginia, USA)
As a first time owner, this is my first time considering a remodeling project and I’m a little surprised at some of this pricing. Is anyone willing to give me your thoughts?
https://imgur.com/a/9EEu65c
Thank you!
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2021.04.15 17:54 GGsandwich123 It's lagging I promise
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2021.04.15 17:54 Neptune28 Untitled, me, graphite on paper, 2018
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2021.04.15 17:54 beaviscow ETH Dominance % at the top of coinmarketcap.com now
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2021.04.15 17:54 KylexLumien When the Commenters are Worse Than the Trolls
Messy mess.
The family situation is complicated. From what I can gather:
OP+DFH had a 10-year-old who was adopted away to MIL (all rights terminated).
OP+Ex have a 6-year-old. Ex brings 6YO to MIL (not ex's mother) for kids to see each other.
10YO doesn't like OP but wants to stay in contact with DFH and 6YO.
MIL makes a joke about wearing white and OP feels she can't stop her because if MIL doesn't come, 10YO won't come.
I'm getting troll vibes because it's a brand new account, mods already removed it, and comments were revealing MIL to be a decent parent, so odds were some big reveal about the adoption was coming.
My biggest problem is comments like this one:
Feel badly for that poor darling that is 10. She is mil's puppet and doesn't know anything about her own autonomy. Mil will never let her have her own personality. And good grief, what happens when dd at 18 figures out all the horse shit mil has shoved down her throat...? Be sick of mil, but please leave a little spot for the 10 year old for when she realizes she picked the wrong HORSE'S ASS in mil. And realizes who has always had her back....you and DH.Holy fucking hell, what the ever-loving fuck inspires people to pull this kind of bullshit out their asses? That's the kid's mother, the proverbial "Mama Bear" you freaking hypocrites!
Full post:
I’m going to try to keep this simple. I have a 10 year old who MIL has full custody of (please no legal advice it is a closed adoption, I terminated all rights) and a 6 year old who is not MILs granddaughter. My daughters love each other and my ex brings the 6 year old to see her sister during his custody time. My 6 year old is going to be the flower girl and is excited for her big sister to see her.submitted by KylexLumien to JustNoTruth [link] [comments]
The 10 year old doesn’t like me very much but wants to keep in touch with her bio dad, so will be at the wedding. She is pretty standoffish with me, and doesn’t like to be alone with me or her bio dad without MIL or FIL. So obviously MIL has to come to the wedding.
FIL is a massive JN who can’t keep his mouth shut. He recently made some nasty comments and isn’t invited to the wedding. I saw MIL the other day when she brought the 10 year old to try on dresses with her sister. MiL jokes that she is going to wear white as a joke to get back at me for not inviting her husband.
I know this just sound crazy but she is pretty young looking and attractive. She also has a better coloring then me for white. I’m just feeling so dejected but if I don’t let her come the 10 year old won’t come and I want her in the pictures and her sister desperately wants her. I’m so sick of MIL always having power and just doing whatever she wants.
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2021.04.15 17:54 Stormfox9 I’ve been trying to RNG in Platinum, but the seconds keep ending up wildly wrong. I’ve tried changing my target seconds, but it’s always either 22:01 or 21:54 when I’m aiming for 59. Could someone please help me figure out why it’s doing this? It’s a cute charm file so it’s worked before.
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