2021.09.28 02:36 throwrasadlad4589 Broke NC of 4.5 months to offer an apology, got blocked. I at least feel confident I did the best thing for me.
I know the main thing of breaking NC to apologize is you have to be ready and okay with any possible response, and while I wasn't expecting getting blocked, it did not hurt me as much as I anticipated. I was able to do a couple loads of laundry and put everything away, cook and eat dinner, play some games, and even do my homework. I'm more bugged by the fact I spent a few weeks typing something she wasn't even remotely interested in reading, but it did feel nice typing everything and seeing how far I've come in the breakup. I realized I didn't need her to validate my progress and today I've felt much better than I have been this past month. I've been internalizing a lot of guilt lately and it felt nice to at least show that I did what I could from my end without breaching boundaries. I know she's living her life which is just as complex as mine, and she doesn't owe me anything.
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2021.09.28 02:36 Disney_Dude1998 How do I make it up to my boyfriend?
So I broke things off with Nathan today and he understood that I love Ryan and that I didn’t think polyamory was right for us. I told Ryan that things were over between Nathan and I and he started getting all watery eyed and became a major cuddle monster. Next day he told me how happy he was to have me to himself again but I still feel bad for not cutting things off sooner and putting my future husband through that hurt.....any suggestions on what I could do to make it up to Ryan?
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2021.09.28 02:36 DeerOpposite Hmmm
2021.09.28 02:36 LAroomate Double Grape Day 53 since sprout. Stacking buds and frosting up nicely with a cool little fasciation bottom middle
2021.09.28 02:36 CocoLizzo ¿What aspect ratio do you use?
2021.09.28 02:36 darkmelancholy23 More wallpapers
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2021.09.28 02:36 TBK_Origin I've had insane luck today, any name suggestions before I transfer it to home tomorrow?
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2021.09.28 02:36 Alanarion Recently got scammed out of a $50 google play gift card. Is there anyway for google to track the account that was used to redeem the code and suspend the the account?
2021.09.28 02:36 plushgamR 173 revised.
Now this could cause a nasty breach, but it could be worth the risk.
One 173 was enough to scare 682 AND damage it.
The Revised Entry states 173 multiplied. Put multiple instances of it in 682s chamber, turn off the lights, and the 173s should work much like raptors, and gang up on the beast.
This would most likely kill it before it could adapt to the dark or heal itself
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2021.09.28 02:36 Ashconwell7 How would you describe my musical taste based off of my current top 10 glee songs?
2021.09.28 02:36 PsychedelicMention "psychedelic mushrooms" in /r/shroomstocks: Canada Allowing Depression Patients to Legally Use Psychedelic Mushrooms as Treatment
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2021.09.28 02:36 RichKatz Republicans steer RIGHT INTO the debt ceiling: "Senate Republicans on Monday blocked a bill that would fund the government, provide billions of dollars in hurricane relief and stave off a default in U.S."
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2021.09.28 02:36 Coopdavil88 Warzone we live!!!! (release the Kraken!!!!!!!) thank you for 150 followers!!!
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2021.09.28 02:36 DeadReckoning100 I've got a problem with the Nvidia Shield tablet K1.
I unplugged the charger this morning, since it was fully charged and I left it to sleep because I did a 12 hour shift at work.
When I came home to play with it, I noticed that it wasn't waking up.
I thought the battery might if died, but when I plugged the charger in, the LED light isn't coming on.
When I tried to switch it on, it would give me a Nvidia logo for a minute, before shutting back down again.
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2021.09.28 02:36 Happy-birdie-918 Teachers who have experience running a "Peer Action Team" (PAT) at the middle school level, AND/OR STARTING a team at any level: please read?
Lovely evening kind folks!
I participated in a "Peer Action Team" (skits about self worth, mentoring elem. students, fundraising and helping charities around the local area...) as a middle school student back in the late 90's (99 to be exact), and have, as of today, broached the subject with admin about the possibility of starting one with a counselor on the campus I just started back with today! Exciting!!! The goal over all is to try to encourage the students the peer group tends to overlook in an after school social club where they can build their own self worth and values while learning various skills to fit into a social setting the classroom and parents are unable to address.
Anyhow, I do not have experience in starting an after school club (advise me please?), and have been cut off of my research options from my MA work having graduated (pout!), so I need some names in this research so I can pull some research up (I hope if I have a list of researchers I can pop into the library for a download session anyhow 'cause it claims to serve the community as a whole not just university students).
Thank you for taking the time to read this AND for any help you have to offer! (Also, I will be cross posting this, just to try and catch others who are on different subs, I hope that doesn't offend anyone).
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2021.09.28 02:36 Night_Eclypse Failed to Catch Azelf FOUR TIMES! How can someone get this unlucky?!?
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2021.09.28 02:36 prawnbiryani 💗☁🍦🌸🧁🤍🦩
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2021.09.28 02:36 jonserrano22167 New To the Gang!
Hi friends! I'm new to the group, and joined because I wanna be heard, and let others know that they are heard, so here's my journey.
On April 10, 2021, I was due for my second Moderna vaccine dose. At the time, I did not know that I was so nervous to get the vaccine until after the fact. I walk in, wait a few minutes in line and get the shot. After receiving the shot, they make you wait 15 minutes to make sure that you don't have a reaction. That's when it hit me. On the drive home with my mom, I started to feel very weird. As if I had shifted over into a new reality where everything I looked at was just a dream. Since it was so early in the morning, I was really tired and wanted to go home and take a nap as I had work later in the day.
After my nap, I drove to work and felt okay, for the most part, the first day didn't really affect me, but days after, it began to get worse.
I had a plan that I was going to my best friends shore house for her birthday and it was an hour and a half drive there. My friend Victoria and I were planning to drive together. Right before we were ready to leave, I had a therapy appointment with the company Cerebral. It was a very quick appointment and I felt very rushed to tell them my symptoms and how I was feeling. It was only a half-hour session and in the end, I was diagnosed with Major Depression and Severe Anxiety and they immediately put me on Zoloft, which I will talk about later on.
On our way down to the shore house, we were almost there when I began to feel some sort of way that made me feel out of it. I was so scared and wanted to get to my destination as quickly as possible. To calm me and keep myself awake, I sang as loud as possible to the music that was playing. While I was thereafter we had gotten there, I started to feel worse. That weekend I also ended up smoking a lot of weed and drinking a lot since we were celebrating a 21st birthday (which I am still not sure if was what triggered it).
As the weekend went by and finished, we had to head back home, which I was really nervous about driving. On the drive, I was really scared that it was going to happen again, and nothing I was looking at on the road looked right to me as if everything I was looking at wasn't real and my vision felt extremely cloudy. I thankfully made it home in one piece and got in bed right away.
A few days later, I had to go to work at night, and my fiance had come with me since I didn't want to be alone. At this point, I was on my second day of taking Zoloft, and on the drive home, I began to have a panic attack that I had never had in my life before. this had happened while I was driving. My eyes were blurring, my heart was racing, and I felt like I was going to pass out. I called my fiance who was driving behind me and told him that I needed to get home and get into bed. He understood and immediately and once I got home I ran upstairs and went to bed after taking melatonin. I was shaky and numb before falling asleep and was scared for my life. Since that day, I have not been able to drive the same. I have not been able to live the same life and that breaks my heart.
Soon after, I found myself a real therapist who was able to help me and diagnose me with panic disorder and get me to start driving again after 4 months of not being behind the wheel. I used to love driving, and not be on the road because this has affected me so much. It brings me such pain and depression that my life has changed
Ending on a good note, I have been working really hard with therapy and getting a new puppy, and I am so happy to say that life is getting better, and I am slowly getting back on the road.
I hope that whoever would like to share their story or talk to me about it will reach out. Thank you for listening if you made it this far.
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2021.09.28 02:36 SakuraCircuit Do you really know your neighbours?
I've never put much thought into this before, but I don't really know my next door neighbour.
I see him come home sometimes in his truck, but we never exchange words, or even waves. We keep to ourselves, and I thought that was working fine. But recently something has kind of irked me about him.
Since I've been working from home, I see my neighbour more regularly, and I've found myself deeply unsettled. Not really by anything he's done, but by things that I think he might be doing. Things he brings home, the ways he acts, the way his house sits.
He doesn't come home regularly, I guess he doesn't have a normal schedule. To be honest, I'm not sure if he even has a job at all. But he's not so old to be retired, maybe in his forties, perhaps early fifties if that. Some days he comes home late afternoon, sometimes he comes home right around sundown, but he's always home for the night.
He has this older green ford single cab, probably a ninety-eight or a ninety-nine. There's never anybody in the passenger seat with him, I was certain he lives alone. Most days when he comes home, he has something in the bed of his truck. Usually heavy things in cloth sacks, and sometimes assorted cardboard boxes full of some things from the hardware store.
His lawn is overgrown and patchy, and he doesn't have a deck or a firepit in his backyard. I don't think he's a handy-man type, which makes it strange to see twenty litre drums of formaldehyde sitting empty on his front porch. Turpentine and sawblades, too, scatter his side walk-way.
I've never seen him out back with a table saw, and I've never heard the distinct noise of him stacking two-by-fours. I've never seen his garage door open, and in fact, I'm not sure if it even can open. I've seen the faintest orange glow from underneath the weather-stripping, but nothing more. I've rarely seen his blinds undrawn, only catching the greenish-blue glow of a television through the slats.
Most nights, there's no lights on on his main floor. The only illumination from his house comes from a tiny basement window covered by some kind of painting drop-cloth. It's not regular ceiling light, but rather a dim orange-yellow glow that looks like it's coming from a group of trouble-lamps. And it's constantly interrupted by the unmistakable flickering of a welder. I've seen this flashing of blinding blue light frequently, yet I never see him bring any metal work outside.
Just last week, I heard him pounding nails into something. I don't know if he was hanging a picture, or hanging forty of them. This incessant tapping of a hammer hitting nails went on past midnight. Again, the only light coming from the basement.
He has an old guitar, though I never see or hear him playing it. But when he cracks his kitchen window to cook, I can just barely see it sitting on an armchair in his living room. It sits alone, in the dark carpeted room illuminated only by the television. I think maybe he used to play, and I pray that he bought it himself.
I think he has family somewhere, or old friends. His mailbox is always stuffed full of letters and junk advertisements. The mailman doesn't even bother knocking on the door anymore when he drops something off, I think perhaps he realizes he won't get an answer.
He brought a weed-whacker and a hedge-trimmer home about a month ago, but I still have not seen him use either. I think I've heard the faintest sound of a two-stroke power tool emanating from his basement, but I can't be certain.
Last night, he left the house just before one in the morning, maybe 12:50 or 12:55. He left in a fuss, carrying a shovel and a couple of those cloth sacks back and forth to the bed of his truck. He seemed to be mumbling something to himself, but I couldn't hear it exactly from my window. He drove off with his headlights off and both windows down, and my attention was drawn back to his house. For some reason, he had left the basement lamps on.
For anybody else, this wouldn't be extraordinarily strange. But I have never seen the man leave his house like this. A corner of the drop-cloth covering the window seemed to have fallen, so I was graced with an absolutely miniscule glimpse into his home. I grabbed some binoculars I've had sitting on my bookshelf for years and tried to catch the sight of anything I could.
All I was able to see, however, was a concrete floor with some kind of dark stain. It looked almost like the stain of engine oil from a leaking car, but that didn't make sense to be in his basement. After a while of straining to get a better view into his life, I gave up, and resorted to waiting for him to come home.
At 2:32 in the morning, I caught something.
The basement lamps turned off one by one, then one turned on again, and something tugged on the drop-cloth covering the window. It pulled for a while at what I assumed to be the nails holding it to the window frame, and then slowly let the thing loose. A faint crash of metal drums and plate steel followed.
I never saw into the window.
He doesn't have a dog. He never brings home dog food. He never walks a dog. Nobody else lives there, at least I never thought so.
I've been sitting up all through the night and day now, and my neighbour still hasn't come home.
There's been no movement in the house. It is completely deceased.
The furnace doesn't look like it's venting, and there's no air moving the blinds back and forth.
By all measures, the house is entirely empty. But I dread to think that maybe it isn't. Maybe it never is.
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2021.09.28 02:36 Dgmitten Bubbas - 5 months old and have stolen our hearts
2021.09.28 02:36 Clementinecutie13 Just got my first corporate call :)
A few days ago I was helping our only associate ring (we were super busy due to the summer clearance dropping to 90% off) and a customer comes in and immediately starts asking questions. I was in the middle of having a conversation with this customer I was ringing up because she had questions about how the cash rewards worked (she was older and hasn’t been out much since Covid hit). Overall sweet woman and it made my day.
This guy did not like that I didn’t help him immediately. At first I called over that I would help him in just a moment, but I’d be right with him. Instead, he asks his question louder. I was still talking to this woman so I couldn’t understand him. He gets angry. And once again asks. I excuse myself and ask him to repeat once again. Now, he starts insulting me calling me a stupid deaf bitch. Walks over to me and asks his question again.
All he needed to know was the location of the pickles. He comes back a couple minutes later when the line is down and my manager is showing me how to do something and starts talking shit to the CSA working, how incompetent I am, and then comes back to talk to me. How my attitude isn’t cute, how corporate will hear from him, and how I better enjoy having a job now while I still have one. Over pickles.
I gave him my name, store manager gives his name, and we send him off. It was kinda scary lowkey, he was yelling at me. But yeah, that was a fun one
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2021.09.28 02:36 memeymccreamy Miz, you’ll always be her snapsterpiece.
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2021.09.28 02:36 HB_PATH_ONLY Whats popular right now, whats happening?
2021.09.28 02:36 OnHillStreet "Twenty-Six Minutes Past Nine" CreepyPasta
2021.09.28 02:36 sooomoza how Squad Celebration has all of us
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