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2021.12.01 22:47 diamondeyes7 I started running recently and now have a sore knee. When it heals, what is a good cardio workout at the gym that won't be hard on my knees?
2021.12.01 22:47 Otiraruhe My First Stick N Pokes I Did Back In 2020
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2021.12.01 22:47 New-Replacement-4964 [searching]
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2021.12.01 22:47 BadMulch This little guy just loves to jump in that box
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2021.12.01 22:47 SilvioBrasilRedditor Brazilians will understand.
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2021.12.01 22:47 JMac6MN ParaverseRP || NoPixel Inspired | Drugs | Robberies | Custom Cars | Boosting | Semi-Whitelist
2021.12.01 22:47 CompetitiveProject4 The Girl in the Picture
My mother recently passed. I…I’m not sure what I feel. Regret, sure. Sadness, absolutely. But…a part of me feels relieved. Not because I hated her, but I hated watching her in bed all day and night, never really talking. She whispered constantly to no one in her last days. Her thin lips barely moved as she stared at her dresser in front of the bed the whole time.
I’m not sure what it’s like to have dementia but I decided that if I ever inherited her odds of getting it, I knew that would be the day I finally tried fentanyl. Either way, it’d be far more merciful than what I watched for 43 days when I decided to move back to my old house and work from home there.
Occasionally, after I finished my last Tier 2 meeting, I’d step out to get some soup for her. She ate but very listlessly took a moment to acknowledge the food. For some reason, her nurse refused to stay too long in the bedroom and when she was in there, she’d always make a cross with her fingers before and after entering. I guess Brazil was big on Catholicism since I think I learned more biblical quotes from her mumbling than when I went to Hebrew school. I was sorting through my mother’s leftover belongings and packaging them to be sent to my sister who was stuck in Sweden due to Covid. My friend Al was with me helping.
“Hey man, do you know where the tape is? This box of books needs to be packaged up.”
Al was mostly a work friend but we vibed when it came to our love of horror movies. I pointed to the tape next to him. He was also a little unobservant.
I walked over to my mother’s bed and tried not to pay attention to the vague shape of her impressed in the blankets and sheets. I picked up a pillow with a sunflower cover on it. Mom seemed to love that cover since she kept gently petting it like a pet.
I sighed and shook my head. The dresser was still messy, so I went over there to sort and clean. I wondered why she stared at it so long. It was mostly just a mirror and a bunch pictures and knickknacks on it. The dresser itself was from Ikea, so I didn’t think mom was that obsessed with efficient Swedish furniture that always seemed to have an extra screw.
There was a picture that caught my eye. It didn’t look like my mom . It was probably Grandma. She also had dementia, so odds are that it’s also genetic. I hoped that it was mostly through the female line since I was a guy, which is a selfish thought, but watching mom still haunted me. The picture made me a laugh a little since the little girl in it was smiling so brightly while holding a cat, who was poised with legs spread and the tail upward curved like a boner. Her lips seemed to wordlessly say weird soothing things like you would to a child or a pet. Her eyes however were completely unmoving as they stared at the dresser.
“Dude! I gotta take a shit, where’s your restroom?”
“Third door on the right. And use the fan and spray after, all right? We just had Taco Bell!”
“The Crunchwrap supreme is worth it. Or maybe not, depending on how long I’m in there.”
“Ugh, just go!”
I groaned and looked at that picture. It had to be grandma since that sort of sepia tone on it had to be from a camera from before mom’s generation and the chair she was sitting on was old. It was still in the living room too and clearly smelled still of Scotchgard and cigarettes.
Finally, I got the courage to start cleaning up the bed and throw the sheets in the washer. It still smelled like her and somehow that odd hospital disinfectant. I took a moment to breathe it in before removing the last true physical trace of her.
As the machine cleaned, I went back to the bedroom and looked at that picture again. The little girl was still smiling, and the cat still looked hilarious, but…something made me feel unsettled. Maybe it was the sepia tone or just the fact that I didn’t recognize who this girl could be. Her face was too broad to be anyone from my mother’s side because every woman in the family had a very slim face with a signature chin. It couldn’t be anyone from my dad’s side because he was Filipino.
And there was something else…the little girl’s smile looked just a little bigger than when I last saw it. And did her eyes always look so straight at the camera like that? I could’ve sworn that they were just a little to the left.
Who was this little girl?
I went to the living room and saw the chair from the picture and dug for the box with photo albums. I started to flip through each one to see if the little girl was in any old family photos. Maybe she was like a distant relative or family friend that drifted away as the years went on.
Half the books were of me and my sister or the whole family on vacation or at a graduation. There was my sister’s wedding pictures. I could make out who was drunk and who wasn’t since I was clearly drunk and half the family kinda looked like me when I’m drunk.
The other half were older pictures from both sides of my family. There was my dad riding a motor scooter in Manila when he was young. There was my mom at a basketball game where they still had those weird short shorts for uniforms.
No little girl.
Huh. I got up and went to get the picture to examine against the photo albums. I must’ve spent 15 minutes manically trying to see if there’s any match in any of the pictures. And every time I glanced back at that little girl, I felt something increasingly off about it.
Was her smile always that wide? Or her face that blurry? Whatever it was, I felt very uneasy and almost on the verge of a panic attack for some reason.
Feeling tired, I laid back in the same chair that little girl was sitting in. I rubbed my eyes and dropped them into my lap. Who the hell was this little girl? And why was her picture on mom’s dresser? I think she once mentioned that grandma also had it, but she never explained where it came from or who it was of.
“Dude, come on! Talk to me!”
“Wha--?” I glanced up from the picture on the table. Al was there, mouth open.
“Jesus, thank god. I thought you were like sleeping with your eyes open.”
“I was only thinking. Sorry. How was the shit?”
“Forget about the shit, man. That was a long 20 minutes but that crunchwrap supreme still edges out as worth it. You’ve been staring that picture and mumbling for like 10 minutes. I thought you were just thinking but you didn’t answer to shit even when I yelled at you that I fucked your girlfriend. Not really, but you were scaring me there.”
“Ten minutes?” That was like only 2 minutes tops since I’d only been sitting for like the course of like a White Stripes song.
“Yeah, it was really weird, man. And you kept petting that pillow like it was a cat.”
I looked down and noticed that I had that sunflower pillow in my lap. When did I pick it up?
I blinked at Al and then looked at the picture. That little girl had an almost inhumanly wide smile and her face seemed even blurrier.
The fuck was going on?
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2021.12.01 22:47 twitchsopamanxx DSP: The Movie
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2021.12.01 22:47 Espresso___Depresso1 “In the gutter”
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2021.12.01 22:47 Spidey_089 Any suggestions on a new hot end? Or a way to clean this out? It is 2ish years old.
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2021.12.01 22:47 betahaxorz Amazon Vancouver 2022 - any Canadian interns who would like to start a discord channel or something similar?
2021.12.01 22:47 MemesForM A messafe to scythe white knights, and scythe mains.
2021.12.01 22:47 lin_lin_li I(F30) need advice on how to break up with my boyfriend(M28)
Im sorry in advance- from what ive heard from friends im not good at telling stories, language and grammar. But i will try my best!
I need advice on how to break up with my current boyfriend. I would like to write him a letter because everytime i see him face to face i go mute and i am super afraid of conflict due to past things ive been trough. And whenever i try to express how i feel and end on good terms somehow he leads the conversation to yet another chanse for him to try and fix the problems i have with him.
For the last 2 years he has had no income, he has made no effort to iether seek help with his mental issues or apply for welfare and it is extremely stressfull to take care of 2 ppl on minimum wage, i am the only one working and i work my ass off for us, while he sits at home playing videogames. I have been trying to give him ultimatums, i been trying all sorts of things to get him to realize im suffering without his help. I know he does not value me, i know he does not love me otherwise he would work harder for us. The thing is, he has nobody else, his family abandonded him, he has no friends to stay with and the homeless aid in our area is so bad that he would probably freeze to death in the winter...
I herd from him though last week that his mother is interested in meeting him, that could be a chanse to push the responsibility of taking care of him to someone else who is more capable and can handle it. I seriously think i am going to go insane from stress living like this, and even if i express it there seems to be no improvement. The more i push him the more we start having major fights about nothing.
I dont know what to do or how to break up, i feel like such an asshole because somehow he is so clueless (or acts like it) and feels like me wanting to break up is a schock to him. But he should understand why i want to break up. Somehow he can always lead me back in to give him another chanse and i just dont know how to say no once and for all. I really just want to be alone in my apartment, if anything in the future i only want to meet someone who appreciates me and doesnt let me work my body into shreds to support 2 people. And my mental health is just, messed up from all the stress. So its difficult for me now to stand up for myself and deal with arguments and conflict. I want to end it on peaceful terms somehow and i dont know how.
Is there anyone out here who can give me advice or relate in any way?
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2021.12.01 22:47 SuPr_Change Weird Ping
I've tested my WiFi connection on speed test website and it's saying I have 12ms delay. But when I go on R6 I get 140ms and lagged back constantly. Can anyone help?
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2021.12.01 22:47 NewsElfForEnterprise Planned Parenthood's Los Angeles clinics hit by ransomware; patient data stolen
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2021.12.01 22:47 Fit_Statistician_523 What's something parents should have to do and something parents do that should be illegal?
2021.12.01 22:47 MrBingog help, wont let me mark cause of death in The Doom
a bunch of people are seen thrown overboard, or being grabbed by the squid, etc etc. but it wont let me mark cause of death
im still early into the game, perhaps at somepoint it will relent and allow me to make "guesses" for these individuals? or is there a way to do it now?
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2021.12.01 22:47 BushyEyes Spicy Chicken Peanut Udon!
2021.12.01 22:47 Omneoliberal Flag of Mexico in the style of Nepalese Chief of Army Staff flag
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2021.12.01 22:47 JMH5909 How do I make a smile filter like in FaceApp?